Coming
Home, Wyoming.
Disclaimer:
I am not against traveling or moving around in fact I encourage everyone to
travel and experience the world. I am just talking about my experience moving
back to my hometown and what I found out about myself and Wyoming. Nor am I speaking
badly on any other states I love everywhere I lived..
Thank
you,
Annie,
I have lived in Wyoming most of my life,
but I moved away for a while. I ventured off to the corners of the United States. I
first moved to Tallahassee Florida then Orange County California, I then went
to Utah, Chicago, then closer to Wyoming I ended up in Colorado. I landed at Denver International Airport feeling like I was home. I always wanted to live in Colorado and Chicago
seemed far from home then I would have liked.
I first lived in Aurora. With the
help of my family, I found a place and another place and another place. I lived
in 5 places in Aurora and 5 places in Fort Collins and Loveland. Until one day
I sadly became homeless. I exhausted my resources and I knew I had to come
back home.
I looked out the window at the green
and blue mountains of Colorado and arrived in Cheyenne Wyoming. At first, I
felt like I had failed. I had been the person who moved back to their hometown.
Until eventually I started to realize there are many benefits of moving back
home.
When
I first arrived home, I felt like a failure. I promised myself I would never move
back to my hometown and I did not achieve that goal. I was kind of in a glum
for a while. I did not know what to do I did not want to leave the house just in
case I saw everyone, and they judged me for coming back. I googled places in California
and Boulder Colorado. Until I noticed that this is the best I have ever felt. Yes,
I had burned bridges with older friends from my home town, but I still had so much to learn from
Cheyenne and there were still so many people to meet and new friends to get acquainted with. I have learned a lot from being back and still have so much to learn
still.
I started reaching out and finding
doctors and services provided. Usually, when I was moving around, I would see a
doctor once, and never again then I would have to get another doctor in another
state. It felt nice having some consistency. I started reaching out to contacts
I knew before (that weren’t the reason I left in the first place) and found out
that Cheyenne has so much to offer when it came to the arts and the things I loved.
I started to realize that Wyoming
was one hell of a state. There was so much opportunity and so many kind and loving
people to get things started for you. I know Cheyenne still has a lot of work
to do. Developing a better downtown and providing more resources for its
residence, but it has come a long way. First, I got connected with the
Unitarian Church of Cheyenne who lovingly let me sing and play my ukulele at
their service. Then learned about the Wyoming Arts Council which provides
grants and funding for the arts around Wyoming. I found a theater group True
Troupe which was a started by Adrianna True. With the help of an old friend, I found myself
doing things that I never did when I was moving around. I always thought my
hometown was this evil monster waiting to consume me and bring me back into my despair,
but it was the opposite it was a welcoming presence that wanted me back home.
Now
that I am home….
I have started school and am
working on my media degree, have found a local theater I love to work with,
found clubs at LCCC found a dance studio, found little places where art is
shown in Art Walk Cheyenne. Not only that but the wildlife and nature in Wyoming
are hard to beat with Vedauwoo nearby in Laramie and plenty of other wildlife
campgrounds. You are easily a couple minutes away from a great outdoor
spot.
Even though there were places I
wanted to avoid and people I never wanted to see again I knew I had to be back
here and
Sometimes home is where the heart
is. Whether that heart is traveling or where it was supposed to be all along. I
will NEVER regret moving around and seeing what is out there and you better
believe I will continue to do so, but in the end, I will come to my hometown and
I will be right where I was meant to be all along.
Wyoming.
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